Monday, March 31, 2008

[Insert Raucous Fanfare Here]

IT'S FINISHED!!!!!!!

And by "it", I mean my website!! After spending far too long on it, it's finally completed and ready to be the new home of my blog! Yes, this will mean that you people who read the email subscriptions won't be getting these emails anymore, but fear not! If you want to subscribe to my new blog, there's a very similar form to fill out there.

I'm really hoping you all will enjoy the changes. I wanted to make a website so I could organize my different creative products a little better and host my own files, such as my videos and...[insert second raucous fanfare]...my PIANO CD!!!

Yes I'm finally done with my CD of original piano compositions, and I'm quite proud of it. It's quite raw, trust me on that, but I like it that way. It's available free for download on the website which, if you're just dying to know, can be found here:


So go ahead and check it out! And I hope you enjoy what I've got in store for you at the beginning. Something a little bit different...

see you there!
-jason <><

P.s. If you get "stuck" at all in the beginning, just let me know and I'll help you out. It's not meant to be difficult, just...yeah. "Unique." :P

P.s.s. For the sake of transition I transferred a few of my posts here to my website's blog, but feel free to come back here anytime you wanna read some of my older stuff. Otherwise, my new home is definitely my website!

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

2001: A Space Odyssey

I saw it because I had to have my own opinion on it. There are too many people saying it either sucks horribly, or is the greatest film masterpiece of all time. My take? Neither. It's pretty good, but not great.

It's definitely filled with all those looooooooong slow takes that some people find terribly boring, but surprisingly I actually ended up liking them. I mean, I wouldn't force anybody to watch it, if you find it boring then I completely understand, but I like the way it really conveys the feeling of being in space. Very quiet and lonely, and the simplest tasks take a lot of time and care to accomplish. HAL was great and way creepy and the special effects were amazing. In fact - if you were to just take out the beginning and the end, this would be a really awesome movie.

But you do have the beginning. With the monkeys learning how to use bones as weapons in a ridiculously overdramatic scene that actually made me laugh out loud (maybe it was supposed to be funny, I dunno). And you do have the end. Where Dave ends up in that bedroom in the middle of space where he quickly becomes older and older until suddenly there's that black rectangle and he points at it and becomes the Star Baby. And see I've read the book, which makes that whole scene much clearer, and it's still totally ridiculous.

Point is, it wasn't terrible. But it wasn't amazing either. There were many elements that could very definitely place this movie in the higher ranks of sci-fi, but taken as a whole, it's just a tad pretentious. Well! It's been seen. That's all I needed.

-jason <><

Monday, March 24, 2008

Social Justice: A Misnamed Ambition

Ta da da DUM!!!!! Yes, it's time for me put my two (or four) cents in on the issue of social justice. As I always say before a post like this: brace yourselves.

So I'll be honest. Whenever I hear the term "social justice" I cringe just a little bit. And I think mainly because it seems to be such a "buzz word", or even a cliche nowadays. That's something that you'll just have to understand about me, anything that seems to be a cliche, no matter how noble the thought behind it is, I instinctively reject. Wish it wasn't true, but it is. But the more I consider the subject, the more I realize that there's more to it than that. I think the term "social justice" is, quite frankly, the wrong term to use for what its goals are, at least for Christians.

Here's the problem: "justice" means something a bit different in American (or Western) culture than it does in God's Word. The American idea of justice is probably better translated as "fairness". We've got that picture of Lady Justice with the scales, and I think the implication is obvious: everybody should be treated equally. The same idea crops up in our ideas on human rights and such. And when someone is being oppressed, or trodden upon, or in any other way being lorded over by those in power, we say "People don't deserve to be treated like that."

Of course, I get enough people coming in to Kit's Camera saying they "deserve" to have their prints done in an hour, or they "deserve" an extension on their warranty even if they didn't pay for one. Americans really do love that word, it seems.

Anyway, the point is that when I think of God's justice, I think of something much different. For those who have spent some time in their lives studying the Bible, have you ever had a discussion on "justice vs. mercy"? What's the basic idea behind it? That God is a just God, but also a merciful one. It's in His nature to bring justice to those who deserve it, but it's also in His nature to bring mercy to those who don't deserve it all. And how does this discussion come up usually? When we're talking about God's mercy on us. God's redeemed children. We're all sinners, we've all fallen short, and none of us deserve the life He's given us.

The thing I'm getting at is that if this were truly a just world, we would all be dead and in Hell right now. You would, I would, dictators would, criminals would, orphans would, widows would, and the poor, starving, oppressed people in third world nations would. If you want to talk about "justice", about what people "deserve", damnation is exactly what everyone deserves.

Of course, we're just humans. We obviously don't have the power to damn people to Hell, and thank God for that. But we are called to bring justice where it's needed, and what that involves - more often than not - is punishment. When you "bring someone to justice", what are you referring to? Laying out some sort of discipline for whatever it is they've done.

And here's where my problem with "social justice" begins. When people start talking about justice then, it becomes an issues of "justice for the oppressed" and such like that. Of course, it's totally applicable to bring to justice those in power who are oppressing those under them. That's true justice. But to say that we bring clean water to those without it because they "deserve" it? Or because everyone should be treated "fairly"? When I hear the statistics about how wealthy us Americans are and how poor the rest of the world is, it starts to sound more like socialist issues to me. More about giving up what we have because we have "too much" and they have "too little". Fairness. Equality. But I'm sorry, fairness just has nothing to do with justice, at least not the way we talk about it. Nobody on this earth deserves anything good at all.

Now I hope you're not just going to skip the rest of the post and start posting an angry comment now, because you'll have missed my entire purpose for writing this. Of course I believe in giving what we have to those in distress, and caring for the orphans and widows of our country and others. Of course I want to give clean water to those who have to live without it every day. All of these are amazing and wonderful things. But I don't believe in doing them because of "fairness". I only want to do them out of love.

Because God's love is the one thing that can overcome His justice. He always has been and always will be a just God, but His love for us overshadows all things. And yes He's called us to justice, but He's called us to something much, much, MUCH more important: to LOVE. To love God and to love others. Those starving and oppressed people don't deserve a single thing. But what anyone ever "deserves" or not should never, EVER stop us from loving everyone and having mercy on those in trouble.

So you might be asking, "Well okay, so you don't like the term 'social justice', but you support the causes and the goals behind it, right? So what's the big deal? Why make this gigantic post over a couple words?" Well I'm so glad you asked. Because the reasons that we do these things make all the difference in the world.

Honestly, "social justice" is a pretty secular idea. It's all about providing earthly needs for those who have less than us. And you know, 99% of the time I can't think of anything wrong with that. I'm not gonna call somebody out for working to provide clean water for villages in Africa. That's ridiculous. It's a great cause with some great people. But we as Christians can provide so much MORE. So so so much more.

Jesus made a big deal about it Himself when He was talking to the Samaritan woman at the well. She kept going on about earthly water, but He always came back to the same idea: "Whoever drinks of this water will thirst again, but whoever drinks of the water that I shall give him will never thirst. But the water that I shall give him will become in him a fountain of water springing up into everlasting life" (John 4:13-14). What good is it if we're providing clean, earthly water if we never give people a chance to hear about this living water? What's the point of providing earthly needs if we never tell them about the way to eternal life? It would be like giving a man on death row a blanket but holding back the key to his cell.

God has called us to so much more than "fairness". To be blunt, it's a pretty shallow and worldly reason to be providing for those in need. But to care for others because of the depths of God's love and mercy is so much more valuable. I would challenge people to put aside the idea of "social justice" and instead focus more on the ideas of "social love" or "social mercy". It would prove far more beneficial in the end, I think.

If you have any rebuttals or anything, let me know. But this has been my two cents.

-jason <><

P.s. After Wayne's comment I realized I need to make something very clear: these issues of social love or social mercy (caring for those less fortunate) are hugely important in Scripture, and every single member of the body of Christ should be involved with them in some form. I do strongly believe that. It might be directly or indirectly (even just giving financial support), but in the epistles especially this is a very obvious command for all of us. And who knows how it will come about in your life - I give money to my church, which I know gives back to the community in ways commanded by Scripture. If it didn't I would give my money elsewhere, or even possibly look for a different church.

If you want a Biblical reference, here's one (there are much more sprinkled throughout the Bible): "Pure and undefiled religion before God and the Father is this: to visit orphans and widows in their trouble, and to keep oneself unspotted from the world" (James 1:27). 'Orphans and widows' basically refers to those in the culture of the time who would have been unable to care for themselves, so basically, the needy. And like I said, there are many other references, but this one's pretty pointed I think.

Friday, March 21, 2008

Politimon

Okay, I owe everyone a serious post soon, but I had to link this here:


I thought it was hilarious, anyway. Although, just for the sake of throwing my own bias in - sounds pretty typical that the stuff Obama wins at are "Hope" and "Change". I hear him talk a lot about Hope and Change. I don't hear a whole lot about what we should Hope for or how he's planning to Change things.

I'm sure it's not important though.

-jason <><

Sunday, March 16, 2008

Stuff White People Like

Wow. Wow wow wow. This list is so incredibly spot on in every way. I'm sure I'm guilty of several things on this list.

Some highlights:

#3: Film Festivals - "White people hate stuff that is 'mainstream' - so they go to film festivals where they see movies that every other person in their demographic wants to see. It's a pretty sweet way to rebel."

#6: Organic Food - "Just like with farmers markets, white people believe that organic food is grown by farmers who wear overalls, drive tractors, and don't use pesticide. In spite of the fact that most organic food is made by major agribusiness, and they just use it as an excuse to jack up prices, white people will always lose their mind for organic anything."

#9: Making You Feel Bad About About Not Going Outside - "Usually, they will see that you are preparing to enjoy your life and they will say "hey, lets go for a hike in the park," and most people will say "hey, thanks but I've been working all week and I'm really excited about watching this game," and then they will respond "don't be a lump on the couch, you're wasting your life away, etc..." If you ignore them, they will eventually go away."

#10: Wes Anderson Movies - "Wes Anderson movies have this way of being sort of funny and a little clever, so white people in the audience will laugh like crazy. Also, if they don't get the joke and other white people start laughing, they'll all join in."

#19: Traveling [I'm guilty of this one...] - "The second type of white person travel is Third World. This is when they venture to Thailand, Africa or South America. Some do it so that they can one up the white people who only go to Europe. But like with Europe, white people like to believe they are the first white people to make this trip. As such, they should be recognized as special and important individuals."

#28: Not Having a TV - "The number one reason why white people like not having a TV is so that they can tell you that they don't have a TV."

#40: Apple Products [Definitely guilty] - "When you ask white people about Mac's they will say 'oh, it's so much better than Windows,' 'it's just easier to use,' 'they are so cutting edge,' and so forth. What's amazing is that white people NEED to meet people who use Windows to justify themselves spending an extra $500 for a pretty looking machine."

#41: Indie Music [A little guilty] - "A white person's iPod is not merely an assemblage of music that they enjoy. It is what defines them as a person. To a white person, being a fan of a band before they get popular is one of the most important things they can do with their life."

#49: Vintage - "Beginning in their late teens, white people begin an obsession with finding cool vintage clothing at local thrift shops and Goodwills. Making purchases at these locations address a number of white person needs."

#62: Knowing What's Best For Poor People [This one's unfortunate, but often true] - "It is a poorly guarded secret that, deep down, white people believe if given money and education that all poor people would be EXACTLY like them. But it is ESSENTIAL that you reassert that poor people do not make decisions based on free will. That news could crush white people and their hope for the future."

#72: Studying Abroad [So terribly guilty] - "By attending school in another country, white people are technically living in another country. This is important as it gives them the opportunity to insert that fact into any sentence they please. 'When I used to live in [insert country], I would always ride the train to school. The people I'd see were inspiring.'"

#75: Threatening to Move to Canada - "Though they will never actually move to Canada, the act of declaring that they are willing to undertake the journey is very symbolic in white culture. It shows that their dedication to their lifestyle and beliefs are so strong, that they would consider packing up their entire lives and moving to a country that is only slightly different to the one they live in now."

#82: Hating Corporations - "When engaging in a conversation about corporate evils it is important to NEVER, EVER mention Apple Computers, Target or Ikea in the same breath as the companies mentioned earlier [McDonald's, Wal-Mart, Microsoft, etc.]. White people prefer to hate corporations that don't make stuff that they like."

Yes. I really am that cynical.

-jason <><

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

New WALL*E Trailer

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh watch it watch it watch it watch it:


This movie looks SO FREAKING GOOD. I'm so excited.

-jason <><

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

It's 1:30 In The Morning

And I'm really starting to wonder about this whole "gen-ed" thing.

Nobody wants to take them, probably 90% of the time. And sure, there are classes in my major that I don't really want to take, but at least I take some comfort in the knowledge that there's probably a good reason for it (for instance, I'm taking a computer science class right now that's largely, and annoyingly, theoretical, but I know it will help in the long run as I write programs). But for gen-ed...it feels like an exercise an endurance. Seriously. I look through these lists of subjects I don't care about, hoping against hope I run into something that a) is interesting, b) fits in my schedule, c) is just the right number of credits.

And for what purpose? I know they're looking to give us a more 'well-rounded' education, but come on, wasn't that what high-school was for? And back then it actually WAS well-rounded. Now it's only well-rounded in the sense that I don't just learn about computer science, I gain in-depth knowledge on pre-modern East Asian civilizations, the effects of different methods in forestry, and the history of theatre. What? Are they hoping that I end up on Jeopardy and get those categories? Then I could actually monetize everything I'm learning here I guess...

At the very least they could treat these classes like what they are: brief side-tracks on the way to getting a major. But no, the professors for these classes seem to think that whatever they're teaching is vitally important for life, and make the class just as rigorous as any other. My East Asian class last quarter was one of the most brutal classes I've ever taken, and for what purpose? To pointlessly lower my GPA? Well it worked.

Seriously, it feels like torture, and the only reason I'm pushing through it is because a college degree is a borderline necessity to work in this country. (Ironic that the country that most requires a college degree out of its citizens is the one that charges the most for it too...) And although I could go to a technical college or community college, 1) a university degree is by far more prestigious, and b) I do honestly like that a university has more to offer. I would just prefer these extra classes to be on a more 'voluntary' system. I'd love to take some of the media classes they offer here, or the scriptwriting workshop. Guess how much those classes help me get a degree? Not in the least.

Well there are far worse things in life than this, so I shan't dwell upon it. Just had to get my frustrations out. I'm sure many of you college students can probably relate to me anyway.

Have an absurdly pleasant day!!! (Wow, don't know where that one came from...)

-jason <><